I want a boyfriend, and I want one badly. It's been two and a half months since I've had sex and I'm having a major crisis now. I've had chances for casual sex, but I want a boyfriend now, not a sex buddy or something like that. I've kissed a few guys during those months, but none of them were boyfriend material for me. This whole situation is eating me on the inside even more because of the current situation with my ex, who will be known from now on as Jerk.
Today I rejected a sex invitation from a guy that looks great and that has money, and who is an amazing kisser. He does what he wants and doesn't wait for an invitation to do certain something (like bite me, scratch me etc.) and I love that he's taking the initiative. Well I love that in most of the guys.
I'm gonna continue writing some other time because Jerk is provoking me again and I have to respond...
Peace and out!
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